I don’t know how I could have done it. I am disgusted with the way I broke so many families. I wish I could transport my self to some unknown location, one no one can get to. It was my fault but I can never admit it, I will never do it again, the way Candas keeled over will stay in my mind for ever. Beyond the feeling of coal smoldering inside me keeps me on edge, never going to be the same again. Swimming in the sea of insults drowning me at the doors of the court. But as I hide the smile I secretly possess I realize that I am going to walk free. ”You slut.” Emma slapped me with the words, right across my face. Shit. I wish i didn’t do it.